Blank : bare, barren, clean, empty, fresh, new, pale, plain, spotless, unfilled, unmarked, untouched, unused, vacant, vacuous, virgin, void, white.

As I stare at the screen, I see a blank page staring back at me , waiting for me to fill it. This page is like life. What do I write?What do I do? What if I make a mistake?

Mistake:aberration, bloomer, blooper, blunder, boner, boo-boo, bungle, confusion, delusion, erratum, false move, false step, fault, faux pas, flub, fluff, gaffe, goof, howler, illusion, inaccuracy, inadvertence, lapse, misapplication, misapprehension, miscalculation, misconception, misinterpretation, misjudgment, misprint, misstatement, misstep, misunderstanding, muddle, neglect, omission, overestimation, oversight, slight, slip, slip-up, snafu, solecism, trip, typo, underestimation

Will it offend anyone? Will it haunt me? Do I have the right to error?

U cant undo the past. U cant  undo an error ..so what can u do? Sit, wait and let life take its course while u do nothing? or u can get out there make mistakes and learn from them.
It is easy to say "learn from ur mistakes", but do u actually learn anything? or do u live in the fear that one day this "error" will un-veil itself, barren for everyone to see what an idiot u were. Can anybody live up to the standards they are expected to? Where do these standards come from?


Al :l

 
A guy a "PLAYAA"   but   A gurl a "SLUT" ??


When we were back in high school, the time when mobile was a term reffered to "movable". "Roaming" had nothing to do with an international line and cellular phones were those really huge "ANEES" ones and only Daddies carried. Our friends or whoever wanted to talk to us would call us on the LAND LINE. Does anyone remember those times?

A lil al accompaning her mother to aunt's place. The phone rings,
"Hello" , sorry "Alooooooo" ...."Not here, call afterwards" Laughing my aunt turns to my mom,"it was one of the girls for H.He has all this girls all over him.But u see he is NOT interested in any of the girls.blah blah blah ..."
Aunty Z,"Oh thats nothing, J has girls callin him as soon as he gets home and it is getting worse now coz they are gonna have a prom or something..."
This continues with all the mothers braggin how popular their sons are with the gurls BUT if a girl is even going out with a guy, she has low moral values and is clearly a slut.
Double standards i tell ya!!!

There is nothing I can do about it...humbug!

Cheers
Al :)

PS: Met a guy in "purple" shorts at the police station.

• The air I breathe.
• The flowers I smell
• The water I drink at work.
• The caffine at work.
• The fast internet connection at work.
• Telephone calls to friends from work
• Cake that I am eating (someone's burdae at work)
• Fuel that I fill to drive around ( from work)
• Free tickets I get (thnx to work)
• Little thank u notes and gifts I get from ppl at work
• Days off I get to spend time with my car from work
• Lunches I get to take from work

Let me repharse the title:

BEST THINGS ARE FREE FROM WORK............

cheers
al :)

It all happened one Saturday afternoon. Moe shared a close bond with his daughter, he decided it was best if she knew the truth. He told her there was no way he could afford to buy a brand new car, they had too many expenses and with one daughter in uni and the other starting in a year, they could not afford to spend lavisly as they pleased.Though down there wasnt much she could do about it she just smiled at him.Maybe after six months he said.Maybe.

Moe had seen a '94 model car at the Used Cars Place @ Ras al Khor,it was a bluish silver color he was so excited as he talked about it, his daughter pretended to be happy too but she couldnt imagine why he was no excited abt buying an old used car.He kept talking abt the color and tried to explain the shade, when finally he realized his daughter had no clue as to what shade he was on about he took her down to the Habtoor Motors , coz  he had seen a similar shade there...

What was "she" doing in the car?? Strange Mom never came along with Dad when they came to pick me up, hmph now i will have to sit at the back seat,, i hated sitting at the back.
"Lets go see ur car,I decided we could pick Mom up head straight off to Ras-al Khor and even buy the car so tomorrow when i go to Oman u can drive ur own car, isnt that exciting"
"yeah" (whatever)

"Dad, werent  u suppose to turn there?"
"Oh ho... no probs we will head home, why dont u refresh a bit and then we will go there its open right up till 7"

"hey, lets take take mom to the showroom and show her the shade"
"uh! she can wait ..cant u mom?"
" nah, lets go see the shade"

We get down, Dad goes off to park the car. I take Mom inside, we go to the car (with the same shade as my gonna-be-new-used-car, actually the shade was kinda cool).
After she has seen it, about to leave she wants to see the interior... MA!!! she opens the car and wants me to sit on the driver's seat... now this was really getting annoying with all the sales people looking at me and smiling. A little guy offered us juice," The Manager will be with u in a few minutes."
"uh.. we dont want to see the manger, we are LEAVING!"
"ah, juice... lets drink this and then leave"
"but Ma... we are NOT buying a car from here, lets just leave" . At this point I was REALLY embarrassed..(side note: my mom doesnt behave like this normally. end of side note)

A nicely dressed man comes towards us.I think he is the manager , run mom run!!!

"ha..U like this car?"
"erm.. eah ..its nice car"
"so u want to take it"
"hehe, inshalla next time."
"yes, because this car is already reserved"
I did see the "sold" thing on the car buddy!!!
"It was bought for u."
huh????
"well u r al yeah?"
"yeah!"
U could see the biggest smile ever on my father's face who was standing behind the Manger.

I was kissing my father in the showroom... that is how i got my car. The car that i love so much.
Though it is not a hummer or an audi (as what i would have so loved) the "thought" and the "planning" that my father put in it for the surprise was what makes this car way more valuable than it is for others.
This is why people I love my car. :)




There is no one giant step that does it. It's a lot of little steps.

Cheers Al:)

why does my soul feel glad today?Actually it is sad.
Have u ever wondered what ur existence is ?? why do u even exist? why do i have so many personalities? What is this obsession with Hummers? Will i actually overtake the world?

Every single day is monotonous.. come to work, go home , work ,home,mall,whatever..work..home..jetskiing...home...what if i didnt come to work one day? they will prolly just fire me. What if I didnt go back home? Dad will hunt u down and ground u till u get married... no communication with the outside world will make ur chances of getting married very bleak leave alone getting a Hummer with it.

Is there a "one"? yes Keanu Reeves -aka neo - ref matrix 1,2 &3
Will i ever be tall ? yes, Aldo is working on those pumps as we type.
Will i ever be a famous writer? with talent like urs,,, NO!
Who is "al"? a wise being who plans to rule the world..but never will..
What makes u think she won't? Coz her dad wont let her stay out late, she has to visit granny... take sis to dentist......
When will Bahrania construct her nick? not so soon... u know bahraniis they have the ideas just take a hell lot of time...
Will Osama ever get a blog again?yeah.. and there will be like 3 posts ready to read when he does.
Why does TF stutter? coz she is special
Why does Symbols not have a name? Coz she is Egyptian...hieroglyphs!!!
Why does Kaza TFU? some things are best hidden.


Cheers

 Al :)

ENTJ

decisive, fearless, planner, thrill seeker, engaged, social, comfortable around others, image conscious, likes to be center of attention, adventurous, outgoing, emotionally stable, leader, ambitious, hard working, dominant, prepared, hates to be bored, confident, opinionated, analytical, prepares for worst case scenarios, organized, orderly, clean, driven, resourceful, finishes most things they start, achieving, risk taker, desires fame/acclaim, image focused, perfectionist, driven

this is what it has to say abt me .... now i m looking for a job as a political scientist, bounty hunter,entertainment lawyer,cia agent, and a fbi agent.....the other jobs didnt really appeal ;)
Do these ever state ur flaws ?? I would like to take a Flaw Test... ny body knows abt it??


Cheers
Al :)

awwwwwwww.. ok i cant do that ,,, but i want to ,, i so want to sound WISE... like Raffiki in Lion King,,,wait lemme rephrase that,, like a Buddhist Monk.

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.

Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"

Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.

Music played, and people sang
Just for me, the church bells rang.

Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down...

Soundtrack Kill Bill

hmmm 
Al

N is this girl who is like my second cousin twice removed or something, but the thing abt this girl is that she is PERFECT. She is perfect in everyway.
She was the only child till she turned 16, then she had a baby brother.(KAZA stop it!!!)She is like a year or two older than me.
Since we were kids she was perfect:
@ 5 :she would have all her hair done back nicely, she wouldn't play in the sand or get her dress dirty whenever they came visiting. All her dolls would be set properly and she knew where all her toys were (in a box).
@ 10 she was the A student in class, good in sports and always a participant in the junior school play.
@ 15 she didnt have a boyfriend (that was considered a good thing!!)
@ 19 she had all the guys crazy abt her, and she also had this talent with makeup..It never made her look like a whore... all her acessories would coordinate.
@ 20 she got married to this real nice guy.He had seen her at a wedding or something ,, so that was like so good.
@ 22 she had twins, she took care of both of them. she is a housewife...she hasnt got a maid or a nanny and her house is always perfect.

Last week we were at a funeral. Everyone was sitting on the floor. N was sitting next to me. Ash (my second sis , who can start laughing at the silliest thing and then make u laugh)started making fun of this old lady who was bragging abt ther son or something,whispered it to me and we both started laughing,, my mom was giving us the LOOKS . It didnt take long for everyone to ask us why we were laughing when N farted.
Yeah she actually FARTED!!!! zweep ,, all eyes on her.

She turned pale and didnt say a word.
That is one thing N never perfected... keeping her fart to herself.


The only nice thing about being imperfect is the joy it brings to others.

Cheers
Al :)